Instantly happy when I’m with my little green boyfriend!
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What do you do when the one person who always comforted you - The only person who can make you smile when you’re sad - The one person you just want to hold you.
What do you do when they’re the one ripping you apart?
How can you go from one day being the happiest girl in the world. In love and in love with life - to a broken fragile being that breaks from the slightest touch. The future you planned, torn away. The dreams you had, unreachable. I’m heartbroken and I don’t know how to pick up the pieces.
My loves! :D
Pepper
More photos of my second boyfriend and I.
I love you
I feel sick.
There’s only so long you can hide things.
Put it in the back burner.
Pretend it doesn’t exist as you turn a blind eye to it.
It was better for everyone too that emotion wasn’t shown.
It would have hurt her too much.
But it creeps up on you.
Today I sit here shaking and crying.
Waiting for the results.
I’m gonna find out today how bad her cancer is.
If it’s gonna be fine - the worst is over now.
Or if we have a long road ahead of us.
I ‘m sorry if I seem to make this about me today.
None of you will read this anyway.
But I’m scared. I need “someone” to talk to.
The one woman who never gets sick.
The woman that has always put everyone first.
She’s sick. And I’m worried for her.
If you do read this, keep your fingers crossed for my mom.
We’ll know everything today.
“Blood is thicker than water ..”
But at what point is someone who once was a stranger to you - considered your family?
In answer for something from the past,
No, sometimes you can not give someone a chance to change.
It would only go against your heart.
Give them false hope.
It’s not worth trying for something you know will never be.
Do not wait for feelings you know don’t exist anymore.
If your heart is in someone else’s hands, don’t be scared to go to them.
It is only a “easy path” when you are sure they’re what you want.
The scariest moment of my life was pressing send!
I live in the past - too much.
But why must it be bad?
In the midst of evil, I found it.
It made me smile.
I just have to say one thing and it’s really important That you just listen to me. I just … It does not feel like this, this thing is gonna go away, it’s always there. I can not … I can not get on with my life.
Our story is not the same.
But emotions and love in this film is a 100% match of mine for you
No matter how much I tried - I tried many times - is always there.
If I’m with someone else, all I can think of is you.
Ever since I met you. Since that day, when he came to town for me.
I fell in love - with someone, I thought he did not like me.
On this day - I left my “boyfriend” for you.
Before I knew that you felt the same about me.
Then the text when I got home:
“ I really wanted to kiss you today ”
Finally!
From that day on no one else did not matter to me ..
Flings? - sure. Fancied people? - sure.
We were young and scared.
I could never stay away - No matter how hard I’ve tried.
It does not seem like you can either.
Too cute not to share.
Henry and Zero all loved up! :D
Sunset off the coast of Gran Canaria! <3
